Hello everyone. I just wanted to take a moment while i had a little peace. about myself to say that i am doing okay for this day. it was just a few months back that i was seriously ready to take a bullet to the brain. can’t really explain the things i was feeling at the time i just know i was exhausted from life and ready to go. i been through some shit in my life maybe not as much as some peoples but more than most. i had to struggle to see that people can make us all feel shitty and make us […]
I have never been a very social person, thats how im going to start this story. I never had any friends growing up and I was always labeled as a weird kid, but nevertheless I wasnt bothered by this. somehow during highschool I found myself making friends and going out riding around and having fun times. After high school I went through a shit load of shit and you know what? I learned that no one cared. So I learned how to isolate and seperate myself from the rest of the world, and maybe for once in my life I was content that I didnt […]
each morning and evening my thoughts are seized in belief that by finding a reason you became so decieving this pain will ease,and the pressure on my chest relieved making it easier to breathe which is necessary for all human beings
However all the countless calls the miles Ive walked staring up and down the walls have taught me to not expect you to catch my falls but yet you stand beside and watch me crawl
a tiny hole in my heart begins to tear bringing back minutes, moments and memories of dispair. There were times I had nowhere to go and still you left me there […]
Well where do I start. I havent been on here for a while, mainly because I dont have a computer or for that matter much of anything in life. I just had a lot on my mind today and had to reach out to someone who could understand. Haha I just decided to quit smoking today too but just like everyother time I try to quit some bullshit is popping up and it drives at my fucking skin. anyways this might be a long story but like i said I havent been on here for a while and actualy I thought I was seeing a […]
Hi everyone I just wanted to know how do you really find trust in people. I use to do it with ease and now it seems I lerned how bad they can hurt you. Right now its like I think I got a good girlfriend and I love her with all my life but I can’t or don’t have any friends because I don’t trust them and I don’t
wanna seem smothering are overbearing can anyone help
Well I dont know if ive had the roughest life matter of fact I havent, but Ive been through the prison system 3 times and have been homeless on the street for what seemed like forever before I got my family back and got off of drugs. I thought that my life would get better I even felt like I found god, but now Im always questioning myself about different thins like I got a girlfriend and she is awesome and I thought I would feel better about that but I dont. I have crazy thoughts and I dont let anyone know because I dont […]