just a reminder

Hello everyone. I just wanted to take a moment while i had a little peace. about myself to say that i am doing okay for this day. it was just a few months back that i was seriously ready to take a bullet to the brain. can’t really explain the things i was feeling at the time i just know i was exhausted from life and ready to go. i been through some shit in my life maybe not as much as some peoples but more than most. i had to struggle to see that people can make us all feel shitty and make us feel like life and worth living. like i said i don’t really understand what lifted my spirits but i started. just worrying about me and not caring about how people were hurting me and my spirit and i still carry the scars today. but i learned to say fuck it when its out of your hands as long as people don’t try to hurt me physically then i could give a shit less. what I’m trying to say to all of us is that our lifes are worth living even if at the moment they seem depressing and lonely because we still have the chance to do good things for people and when i get crushed by the world and all the people in it i don’t even try to send missiles back because in the end when the house gets divided i can throw up all the things i faced and know that there isn’t a negative thing that i devised to do against those i feel who let me down. id like to thank the people on here who responded with positive comments and i hope we can all be strong enough to mend ourselves tomorrow i might get iin a mode again and feel like leaving or maybe it will ve a hundred years from now but for now i think ill fight this life and give it all i got. thank you all