My one thought goes rounds round all day everyday. This eveing I was driving home unbuckled my seatbelt unlocked my door and imagined how.long it woukd take me to die my hand was on thw door handle and for a mear moment I.knew.what I wanted I’m then.got angry that i didn’t gonthrough with it shouldnt I be happy I didn’t.not the.opposite ?
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The same days go by and I’m surrounded by back stabbing bitchy girls.who.drive me to.to my end day in day out. They drive me to the point to where I can’t take it ! Ignore them.you say? Can’t di that as they are everywhere and always there ! Don’t.know.how.much.more.I can take before I cross the threshold of no return which is becoming.more.of a reality and less of a fantasy
Since I was nine I.have had the same wish I want to die .. am.I selfish for wanting this ??is.it a just wish? I hated my body and my looks and shyed away from personality my life is always on the downward spiral.
Ten years now I.have wanted to die .. the same wish every year iv been to therapy iv tried talking with friends. Yet the thought is all the same am I the selfish.one for wanting this? Or is ita just wish to have ?