Hi
It may sound much like a gloomy nag
I just really really wanted to talk and to tell sth so…that is how I started typing this here .
have you ever felt like being afraid to try anything because you are frightened that even though you success you don’t feel good anyway? I somehow am running away from all who I know and doing whatever I’m capable of I don’t know why but it seems to work I feel much better though it’s like being paralized but … I don’t know which I prefer being paralized and happy or …