I sit here thinking.. why couldn’t it have all been fine. It all started when i was around the age of 7. Mom got arrested. Dad wanted nothing to do with me. I felt lost, abandoned, unwanted, helpless, worthless, even forgotten. I didn’t know what to think or what was going on. Theres times now where i still feel lost, unwanted, and forgotten. Forgotten by the world, like no one ever even knew I existed. I go to school, just to get bullied on a daily basis. I sit and wonder what I did to deserve this, why is this even happening. Am I really […]
Why.. Everything changed March 28, 2010. You died and took a large piece of my heart. Now I wonder why it wasn’t me. You were too good to everyone. Always cheerful and happy. Had a beautiful baby daughter. All she wanted to have was her daddy home. It wasn’t your fault, but its killed us all since. You were the one for me to talk to. The one that kept my head up through even the littlest of problems. You knew how to keep a smile on my face. I’m so proud to call you my brother. I don’t care how long it […]