Rinka

Strange how our time goes by so quickly. One challenge to another, and due time there’s become a difference to it all.
A difference that changes what to come.

These last few months have been like a piece of soap opera, as if I ate the whole soap. And it tasted awful.
I still get bad hiccups of which decisions I had to make, but not as bad as the raw thing.

‘Cause, I’ve become unpure and a villain. Some things will haunt me in the future. If it catches me I will bite the dust.
Though, I want to […]

It has been five long years since I last posted here. Weird to think that I was only 15 back then. Not sure if I should cringe or laugh at my old posts. Even so, I still carry the same fears I had back then. Through the years I’ve experienced a lot. Churned the butter. I might aswell make a quick summary, for those who’s interested.

It didn’t go well after 2015. I developed social anxiety. Like all teenagers at 15, confidence was non-existing. I already knew I wasn’t like everybody else. My personality never seemed to shine through. Middle-school was indeed bad.

High school was […]