Why continue living? I think the end is close
I need other people but there’s nobody to get help from
Keep on waiting, waiting on the world to change
I’m not sure what to do in this life. What about you?
Can you imagine.. all the people, and other life forms that lived and died on this earth. Where are they now…
Let’s say l don’t wanna wash my body but l have to, l’m tired of this routine, is there an alternative?
Are there alternatives for quetiapine and depakine?
How does a regular day of yours look like?
I can’t live like this anymore but what do l need to change to feel good?
It sucks being and feeling alone when you are surrounded by people that make you feel bad
How much can l hold on, how much can l keep fighting
Why did l wait so much and endured so much? Why did nobody help all this time?
I cannot believe how much emotional pain l have felt all this time. So intense, so much and alot of time along the years
Feeling like the end is near
Fuck, these bitches are tough
My mother, aunt, grandmother amongst other people fucked with my mind alot, it’s sick, but soon l hope to leave this hell house
They want me dead or gone
I am alone, l do not wanna die but if something happens with me being in danger, l do not know how l will survive
I am sure l have a soul located in my chest because many times l have felt a deep and profound pain that is not physical.
People close to me have made me feel this pain alot.
Life has fucked, cracked my mind, body, soul and spirit, l only have consciousness left
Why do l have to be tortured by people’s negative energy, by the weather (too hot or too cold), by neighbours dogs barking for hours, and the list goes on
I want to be free but if this world is a prison, how can l?
Tired of the same shit every day. How much more will it last
Asking myself if l will ever be able to change my shitty life
I hate that l oscillate between wanting to live, to die, to change the impossible
I hate that l have and had shitty mental, physical and emotional states for all my life
I hate that l took these antipsychotics for the last ten years and l still have not got used to their effects
I do not like that l spend too much time inside the house not doing much
I hate it that people do not help, do not understand me
I hate some things, my life, my lifestyle. I hope some will understand me and l will try to change it soon
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Are you a selfish person?
Are you a cold person?
What about others? How you see other people?
I like to ask and to answer personal questions. Why don’t people like personal questions?
I don’t understand people
Why do people have to be so cold
It kills me inside
I feel like a prisoner that wants to break free
Queen – l want to break free
If you were to be an element between fire, earth, air or water what would you choose?
If l don’t have money to buy some drinks does that mean that l don’t deserve them?