I wish it was easier to connect with others, warm hearted people.
I wish things were different, this world was different.
If something were to happen to you, putting you and being in a mortal danger would there be someone to help you?
I dont know how much can l hold on
Thinking about doing something
I live in this prison, there is no escape
I want to do it but not totally
I want to find a solution
I wanna die
I cannot believe how mean and cold they are
There are no real people anymore. They just play a predetermined role.
I’m sure that even after l die it won’t be much better than this life.
My life is boring, l wish l had more adventurous life.
Do you know what can help you? To be yourself around other people.
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An Angel’s Suicide
The angel who was guarding me committed suicide today
Driven by the catharsis effect
On those who want to do good.
There’s only me and my inner demons
Maybe they got to the angels’ heaven,
I stayed in the demons’ inferno,
I’m ready to fight until the last redoubt,
I won’t be taken down easily, I’m as ready as a brute,
Still I wonder why he did this,
Why he thought he could no longer face it,
There can be many reasons, clenched teeth,
The angels no longer get their wings, they’re murdered.
We should crucify more Jesuses
To wash away the mountain […]
For all my bad, negative moments someone or something had to contribute.
I have endured years of pain, agony, discomfort, unpleasentness, yuck
They talk alot and l have to listen without wanting to. It doesnt help me.
I can’t hold on much longer because l don’t have what l need ( let’s say your body needs some type of food and you can’t get it ) and others don’t help me get it.
Do you want all or nothing? I have nothing, what about you?
I can’t go on like this anymore. I want to explode like a bomb because l can’t solve these problems, l suffer
Im robert hulk, l changed my nick
Why do l have to endure the same unpleasant feelings, states over and over again everyday?
I know that the pills l’m taking and the persons l live with contribute to it, also the city, the people, the outside environment.
I do not like loud talking for hours like some do.
Some people act like this: they do their own thing until they finally do what others did the best and this takes many years.
They think they’ll get away but l’ll make them pay, everyone who caused me suffering.
I want to pay to every one l did wrong to.
Im so upset over […]
Why is this world so fucked up?
Someone asked me if l could destroy the world, would l do it? I think yes, what about you?
Note to self: When l will unleash the beast from within me l suggest yall to take cover.
I feel like shit
I kinda feel ready to die
Do you have a smartphone? what games do you play on it?