I want this torture to stop.
I love you all. (Not a suicide note, just felt the need to say this)
What would you prefer between dying in the winter vs in the summer and why
Can you describe this world if people got along?
Who do you love, hate, neither from your family and why?
Who loves, hates you or neither from your family members and why?
What would make you stop wishing for death?
Do you understand this life, this world?
Do you sometimes feel like you’re something or nothing? Do you matter or you don’t?
Do you feel like if you have everything it’s like you have nothing?
Some people reach a point in their lives when nobody cares if they die anymore.
Everyday is a struggle, it’s a fight.
Are you more of a thinker, feeler, doer or two of these or all three or something else?
I do not like this place l live in. It hurts, people are too serious and l can’t fulfill my dreams. I want to leave but where should l.
If l will not change some things for the better l will be gone.
I wish l was free, an element or a different animal to stop all this madness.
If l had a gun l would have done it.
I can do it even without a gun but l am not 100% sure if l should kill myself.
They caused me so much pain
I will never forget or forgive
My stupid relatives caused me huge emotional pain over the years with their words and they never care
I wish l was a bomb. Do you feel like exploding sometime?
I am sick of myself and everything around me.
If l had new, unlived before experiences l would feel much better.
I feel like explodin, l dont like whats happening.
My mind is so empty, I feel like l’ve lost it. Have you felt this way? I also feel like it’s something physical.
Hell and prison for me are represented by other people and the things that stop me being free.