How much longer can I hold on I wonder
Have you seen how far the technology has come in a.i., cloning, robotics, etc?
I don’t understand this world, this life
Sometimes I feel like dying sometimes like living. I wish I had what I wanted to see how life would be then
I wanna ask something: if I have this need, this desire for days my body has, to drink alcohol and I don’t do it what can happen?
I live in an area where people are cold, antisocial and it’s like a dead land most of the time
I share the kitchen with a mean grandma and I avoid to get in the kitchen when she is there even when I need something, I just wait for her to get out, then I go but it sucks
I will take a break from SP for some hours. Talk to you later
To c-w: I posted my fb adress but it is awaiting moderation
I’m envious of other people because they are more powerfull, better than me at surviving, they make money and control the environment while i’m much more weak and stupid.
I was not meant for this world
Is this world or this life too chaotic? What do you think?
If we all kill ourselves will this world be a better place?
Why do we have to struggle in life
Did/do you ever have the thought that you don’t even exist anymore?
I want to drink a beer or wine for some time but I have no money to pay so I hope it will pass or by some miracle I’ll get some but my craving is so powerful
I wait for the weather to get warm and I’ll try to leave the house
What do you need? Are you tired? Why can’t we get what we want?
I’m gonna translate a joke from romanian to english, it’s a romanian hip hop song lyric: many women see the penis and ask why does this banana have veins? Hahaha 🙂
Does anyone really truly care about me? No.
Does anyone really truly care about you? I don’t think so. What do you think?
Damn it flucking sucks to live with these two bytches I live with, they make me nervous, make my life hell. I eagerly await like a stupid shyt to leave this fuckin house for years. My father is a fuck3d up son of a gun too and all the other people and nature who are involved or not maybe contribute to my living nightmare
I have no money, job, many things and I’m a stupid asshole too.
I have some dreams but I can’t make them a reality. The death of some dreams
Do you like reality or would you like to create your own world?
Actually reality is mixed with dreams, illusions and myths.
They don’t know for sure if the soul exists but the pain I have felt in my chest over the years doesn’t point to a physical problem. My soul was in mental, emotional pain many times
We are made to socialize but only another me can understand me. I wish I had many twin brothers or clones of me where I could understand them and they would understand me. I’m tired of having people around me who are different and we don’t connect as we should