People are cold and dont give a shit
This world is …
My mother n gran talk for hours and i listen without wanting and i feel bad…
How are you doing?
“These wounds won’t seem to heal, this pain is just too real, there’s just too much that time cannot erase” Evanescence
When I’m sad and upset no one comforts me
Tell me it’s just an illusion. My mom and grandma don’t really exist
So much loneliness… Are you lonely?
Depression, loneliness
I don’t understand this world, this life, do you?
What are some of the best songs and games?
Can you give me a list of reasons to stay?
And reasons to go? From your point of view
I hate myself, humans and the bad things I go through and the bad things around me
Fuck this family, this life and everything around. For me everyone is a demon and everything is shit.
So disappointed with this life
Fuck me, kill me, fuck everything
This life is a prison, everything is a prison, this consciousness
I hope a world war comes and destroys everything
My relatives are monsters, most people are. I hope they get what they deserve
I don’t understand this life
Some lyrics:
I will kill myself in the night at night
And maybe I’ll put an end to these 25 years of mistakes
Life’s not fair, not fair I don’t understand
I gather some courage to put a bullet through my head with a one litter bottle of Jack.
They never ask why.
I don’t want to live, I don’t want to die. I believe in an afterlife that is similar with this life so they both suck.
Thinking about it
Tired of this depressing, boring life
Everything is bullshit, everything is a lie. Fuck this world
Feeling like shit. Some people make me feel like shit
Why don’t people care about other people?
Why don’t people get along? Why don’t people understand each other? What is wrong with people?
Who am I? Who are you?
I want to die but at the same time not
Maybe I’m selfish
I’m surrounded by unconscious women, crazy women and pussified men, men who die, died and it’s like they don’t exist. Nobody’s here for me, to understand and build something together. It’s like nobody really cares about me and what I do. I also have some other struggles
Old people are not wise. Old people should be wise and teach young people to be good, to feel good and to get over negative things and be positive. Instead they are stupid, unconscious, demented and don’t give a shit about young people. They are old and close to death but they don’t give a fuck about it. They don’t care, it’s like they are unconscious, they feel powerful and not powerless and don’t ask for help like they should. Younger people feel more powerless and lonlier than them when it should be the opposite
I live in a city in romania. I stay with relatives(mom n gran) who make me feel like shit. How much more do I have to endure and suffer?
Why don’t people care about your/my suffering?
So I stay in this house where some relatives(aunt n cousin) come and my cousin girl attacked me emotionally and I get upset and I stay inside the house and I can’t get outside because they stay in the front yard. When people attack me verbally, emotionally I can’t see them, deal with them like nothing happened.
They talk very loud and I’m forced to listen to them
What are your favourite emotional songs that make you cry?
Can anybody tell me how to escape this prison and be free?