Atomic Bomb

Who do you love/hate? Who loves/hates you?

Some people are daemons and they rule the world
I’m tired of this experience where I can’t change some things. I want to but there are these things stopping me, and it’s my fault too or I’m the only problem, the only one to blame

Why do we want things we can’t have? Why do we struggle with opposing forces?
What do you really want?
What’s wrong with this world? How can it be solved?
Is there anyway I can escape this prison?

A part of me doesn’t want me to die, it keeps me here
I feel huge negative things, emotions in my chest when something bad, unwanted happens
Where do you feel them?

Life is suffering, one of Buddha’s truths
Life will never be joy and happiness
This place is like a prison, like hell

If people got along how would this world look?

How can I see other users profile and posts?
I feel like I can die

When I go to my profile posts page I can’t click on my older posts because I haven’t named them. Is there any way I can do this?

All this pain, misery, suffering – so tired of it all

I feel like I’m in a prison
I feel Ok sometimes

Humans enemies are other people

Tired of the same shyt, everyday

This “grandma” I live with makes my life a living hell. She has a very negative impact on me, on my mental. She “killed” me for years, made me suffer a lot

So I live in this city, in this home with my grandmother and mother. They have this garden with a few trees from which my grandma makes moonshine from their fruits. I don’t know exactly how many litres of alcohol she makes. She doesn’t give me not even a lil bit to taste or drink not one sip, glass but she gives it to my uncle every time he comes to drink. She also gives it to some men who come mainly as guests or to repairmen but for me not one bit.

Tired of living this fucked up, shitty, lonely life surrounded by shitty people
One day I’ll try to put all my life story here.

I want a glass of wine. No money, no job. My relatives don’t/can’t help me with this wine drinking craving. I have water, food, I live in my grandmother’s home with my mom but I want different things. I can’t have my own family, home, money, job. I’m 27, I take pills for years. Romanian. Dying of thirst
Even doctors recommend to drink some wine one glass, cup daily or once or twice a week
Can you believe I feel like dying/killing myself for this unanswered craving and I drink very rarely cause I don’t/can’t have it

No body here, feel like shyt, i need a hole in my head. Over
I have this feeling that I’m gonna die soon
I’m so angry, upset.
I don’t wanna talk more about it or give details .

What gives you real long lasting happiness?
Some people are shallow.

Are Americans more evolved and more freethinking than other people?

I want friends, people I can talk with, have relationships.

If you get everything you want do you still wanna die?
If death comes not by suicide are you ready for it?
I wonder, to be or not to be

It hurts man, it fukcin hurts
I’m shitty, my relatives hurt me so much
Maybe I’m also to blame but I don’t feel it
Kill me idk