Since I’ve met you, I don’t feel so alone
how could you just do that … all i ever think about is you, and now I’m so lonely. i miss you with all my being. u never cared did you. you never ever liked me and i was just this stupid clingy thing that should just die in a hole. it was all in my head. i just can’t….believe it i guess. i can’t bear to accept it. I’m just tired….i really really…..i just.. I’m pathetic. its like all of that was a dream. it really is like it never happened now, isn’t it? there you go, on with life, and I’m just STUCK […]
I feel
like a corpes,
because i can’t feel at all.
Open my throat,
hear the screaming silence.
i feel i can’t process whats real and what isn’t.
life is a cage,
and love is nonexistent.
I’m as lonely as space.
lost among the stars,
in this imaginary place.
is pain…real?
eyes closed see heaven.
and eyes closed see nothing.
My mind is decaying,
because there are feelings I’m forced to forget.
my heart huts itself
because it can’t keep a beat.
I’ve never felt so tired,
i don’t think I’ve ever been awake.
I feel like we will never be okay.