I feel

I feel
like a corpes,
because i can’t feel at all.
Open my throat,
hear the screaming silence.
i feel i can’t process whats real and what isn’t.
life is a cage,
and love is nonexistent.
I’m as lonely as space.
lost among the stars,
in this imaginary place.
is pain…real?
eyes closed see heaven.
and eyes closed see nothing.
My mind is decaying,
because there are feelings I’m forced to forget.
my heart huts itself
because it can’t keep a beat.
I’ve never felt so tired,
i don’t think I’ve ever been awake.
I feel like we will never be okay.