Was so down. Felt like everything I worked hard for all became just wastes. Never been so sad hearing something said bad about me, but coming from someone who you look up to but doesn’t really know who you are, just felt so horrible.
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And I’m not kidding when I say that. Sometimes I feel like the joke is  on me, and I’m just clueless about it – thinking that they are laughing with me, when in fact it is I who is being laughed at. It’s just plain sick. :'(
It’s almost a year now after my graduation. I really don’t know what to say, but a short sentence just pops up in my head: I’m getting tired of my life.
Lately, I’ve only been staying at home and doing absolutely nothing useful. It’s been the same routine everyday. It goes on and on and on, and nothing is done. I know I need to start moving and find a suitable job, I am, after all, and adult now. I mean, I guess it’s that I’m just having a hard time adjusting to a different environment that maybe, just maybe, it scares me what I might […]