Ok this is it. I’m leaving in about 2 hours, it is 5:46 am over here right now, i only slept about 4 hours. I’m jumping from a bridge. I waited way too long, i should have done it a long time ago.
It’s gonna take me about 20 hours to get there because the bridge is located on the other side of my country. I really can’t  wait to break free from this world and I really hope there is no afterlife. fuck life
bye guys
I don’t know but this thought scares me, i just want to disappear completely, I don’t want any afterlife. Nothingness and black feels much more peaceful. I don’t want to have any thoughts. Just fade away completely. I don’t care about anything.
But what if there is something? Then i’m stuck here forever?????? I really don’t want to continue living in any way. I hope atheists are right. I’m so sick and tired of this.
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