Sometimes I am happy and I think that my life will turn out well. I think that I am fortunate, blessed, special. I know that I am loved and appreciated. Sometimes this isn’t enough. An empty hope for my future? People who care about me in this messed up world? Why even live? Life seems pretty pointless anyways. Humans are all selfish..even those you trust the most will screw you over..and you will screw over your best friends too. And you judge them all. And you judge yourself. And you know you’re no better than any of the other people you judge so harshly, only […]