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E I miss you so so much I hurt every second of your absence I can’t go on like this I’m so tired of it no matter what know I love you with my whole heart I don’t blame you for what you did Im not someone that deserves greatness
I’ll always love you carino is what the letter said
Fight me slow fuck me fast your still my friend take off the mask
Look at yourself and write down the truth. What more fatal complex subject could you find? It’s hard to face. Or maybe you’re afraid of yourself
I am
Maybe I’m Satan haha fuck you cowardly motherfuckers my rage is infinite my rage is beautiful uggg I will off others before I off myself this side wants that wants to make so many cowardly heartless deservant people to die first the other side wants to save them from me fuck that side
I am so disappointed with how everything ended I’m so hateful towards myself and everything around me so I have these moments were I cease to have any control over my rage today I got in a fight with my brother and all I could think was to make sure he never fucked with me again to seriously harm him Idk why I left Idk how i did eitherthe urge to let the rage take over was so strong (no he’s not much younger than me and no I didn’t even make him bleedi really wanted to do much worst)
I don’t remember what those words referred to yesterday but I know its Depressing more like begging than a request
I know the truth I don’t have anyone and never did I just annoy people and ruin things I miss being hugged and talked to anywhere I was I hate hating myself when I die no one should come I’d prefer it I’m unfit for anything I deserve this pain this constant loneliness I can’t let ***** men suffer in silence I’m sorry to my blood line what a disappointment I’ve been my whole lif
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Another truth to life I have discovered nobody ever did so much pretending in the end were born alone we die alone no one is there at least not for me never for me many could say I’m just angry and hateful I am but not nearly as much as all the sadness regret loneliness
Its been 5 minutes and I already miss her I miss many in the end were all alone so why have I driven them away so early I’m sorry to everybody and to E I wish I was enough today its obvious I never will be I miss everyone I truly am alone and I cant cope with that too long being alone so alone
The only thing that meant to me before I met my love and my life quickly became complete nothingness and complete shit i wait everyday for that chance to prove myself and become one of the few the proud and before I know it I will maybe thats what keeps me going everyone could use some reason some motivation
Anyone here ever experiment with heroin if so what was it like was it enjoyable? Yes I’m aware of the negative effects I’m not a complete idiot I do nothing being completely clueless
This is the beginning of the end…please something speed the journey
Ian moone translated into “I am no one” who is my sad depressed lonely side that doesn’t believe in attainable love
Shifty my angry shifty no caring side that doesn’t believe in good hurting others is acceptable
C????? my real name the name of the battleground for the two sides the combination of the two sides some days shifty has mostly won some days Ian has but they both fight
I kissed my dream girl for the first time ever yesterday best moment of my life I showed her I loved her even if she lies and destroys me this heart is hers now her ex showed up and I’m just like all the other guys just a matter of time where I will end I’ll be thrown out I’m sorry to all those I loved but hurt in the end I want you to know it wasn’t any of your faults
Bullshit nonimportant post
Don’t let me die alone /
I feel weakness in every bone/
I worry every second I think of you/
Because I’m so scared I’m not sure what to do/
My heart beats strong for you/
And I always long for you/
Our future can appear so bright/
Ik that doesn’t make it right/
But I will stay true late into every night/
I love you E even as I cry/
I love you E even as I die/
I love you E even as I try/
I will not fail anymore/
Because without you I have nothing to live for/
And your the only one I can adore/
Deep depression isn’t how I want to live/
Major regression isn’t all […]
Someone right now is leaving their apartment
Looking down at the street, wondering where there car went
Someone in the car sitting at a signal
In front of a restaraunt, staring through the window
at someone right now with their finger in their teeth
Who could use a little floss right across the street
there’s somebody on the curb who really needs a jacket
spent half the rent at a bar getting plastered
Now he gotta walk fourteen blocks
to work at a shop where he’s about to get fired.
Someone right now is looking pretty tired
Staring at a laptop trying to get inspired
Somebody living right across the street
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