I did not want to get to this point. I have tried many things to avoid getting to this place. I had a rough childhood, my family is messed up(I do not feel like getting into detail). Despite my best efforts, my life is not working out. I cannot tell people who are close to me about how deeply troubled I am, I do not want to burden or freak them out. I used to believe in God and new beginnings and that if a person truly did their best things would work out. I am not sure about all that now. I tried reaching […]
