this incident occurred about a week ago i actually thought about killing myself but lately i am actually thinking that i am glad i didn’t now people are starting to care about me since i started talking to my friend about some things that have been happening and i realize no matter the situation no one should kill themselves even if you have those thoughts sometimes i know i will probably always have those thoughts it is better to know that no matter who you are and no matter what the situation someone will always care about you they may say “i wish you would […]
after a while of coming home and crying because i was told i was not good enough and being told that it would be better if i killed myself i finally started to cut myself i never went to get professional help because i knew for me it would not help and in their files it would probably say i was a phyco so i never went. now i sometimes wish that i just had enough guts to kill myself but i am to much of a coward to even do that. there are times where i am tempted and sometimes where i am happy […]
my first depressing thought is when i was told that they wished me dead. but i was teased all of my life. but back then it was no big deal now i am so upset i come home everyday from school and cry