after a while of coming home and crying because i was told i was not good enough and being told that it would be better if i killed myself i finally started to cut myself i never went to get professional help because i knew for me it would not help and in their files it would probably say i was a phyco so i never went. now i sometimes wish that i just had enough guts to kill myself but i am to much of a coward to even do that. there are times where i am tempted and sometimes where i am happy but i know in my heart that i really am not i am to stupid and pathetic to be in this world but even though i am hear i really am not hear i don’t belong here i am a nobody who wishes to be happy and sometimes a true somebody.
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You are a true somebody and you ARE good enough. Don’t worry about people who tell you otherwise… Karma will take care of them eventually. If you want to see a psychologist, they wont write that you are psycbo… They will write what is happening in your life, how they assess it, and strategies for working on it. If you need to talk, I’m here.
You have started with a step to put your burdens on here, you have the capability to take the next step forward and talk to a counselor, parent, friend, pet, anyone. There are people who care and to them you are somebody, whether they let you know it or not. I promise.