When i was around 13 a close family friend took me on holiday. He abused me. Not badly in fact i dont even think what he did was bad. Until a medic told me so. Anyway i started dressing strange in ways that would bring attention to myself. When people were shocked at what i was doing i liked the attention. Then i got married to a wonderful wife. Then after around 7 years i went into self destruct. I hated myself and wanted to be abused again. I would sleep with anyone that wanted to sleep with me. I got divorced and desperately wanted […]
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