I thought today would be a good day. It’s not really looking that way though. I almost cut. I was in the shower and I had the razor in my hand and I was staring at my wrist. I was so close to doing it but I did not.
I hate myself because my emotions are out of my control.
I don’t feel loved.
I’ve been struggling with thoughts of suicide for over two years now and I can never get over them. Some days I feel perfect; I’m happy and I feel like I can make it through the day. Other days are far beyond my control. It’s difficult enough trying to make it through my first semester of college. I feel like I am going to fail all of my classes. I’ve lost hope in trying to salvage what I can from my life. My friends… Very few of them understand my situation. They’re oblivious to the fact that I feel miserable. I’m actually […]
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