Sarahjane

I feel like im completely alone surrounded by my misery  i have know one to talk to, my so called friends will be happy to come to me and talk to me about their problems which in my opinion are stupid but i still listen and care and give them advise because they matter to them but when it comes to me they dont want to hear or they change the subject into them.

I have no one to speak to at all and im not even sure if ill have anyone to speak to on here anyway, i mean people are to self involved in their own problems to ever […]

If im honest death scares me and freaks me out when it comes to not being a physical being anymore and the process you have to go through to be dead. But its the only option left for me i feel so miserable that people dont want to be near me, people dont even care or aknowledge my exsitance when i was happy let alone now. No one cares and im all alone with this miserable empty feeling and all i do is cry. My mum just says its my “weird phase” and totaly doesnt it which is ironic considering shes mentaly ill too…

Death seems […]