My parents don’t want me. I hear them talk about how i was a mistake. They talk about it when they think i am sleeping. But im not. I hear them talk about it. After a while, i just decided to distance myself away from them. I go to school and i don’t want to leave. I come home and stay in my room. I am not wanted here. I think to my self every day. I think that one day, i will have the balls to either run away or just commit suicide. I haven’t decided yet. Im still debating. I have a lot […]
I don’t think i could ever kill myself.. But i don’t want to be here. I wish i was dead.. I just don’t think i could do it. I would chicken out. I wish i could though. I have tried and it failed. I tried cutting deep. Like really deep. But i couldn’t do that either. I do cut though. I have scars all over my body. I just really wish i could do it. I wish i was gone. It would make everyone lives easier. I have been told that to. By people at school.