I lost, I give up now. How much more can I take? you keep pushing me, never have I ever feel so defeated, you won. I heard it’s so easy to OD, just heroin and alcohol, right? such beautiful peaceful departure, no more of this agonizing pain. I won’t have live my life anymore, for it is such a misery and so lonely, now and forever. Why do I have to put up with this if I don’t want to? Isn’t it at least my choice to want out? Why is suicide so bad? Why do you think people who committed it or want to […]
there is absolutely nothing nothing left to hold on to, there is nothing for me here, i can see it so clearly now how my life is gonna turn out. I’m gonna be miserable, lonely, poor and with no possible change for the better. Give me the courage to go, please im so scared and so tired. I just can’t go on like this anymore.
my future is blank and full of loneliness, why am i still trying so hard for it? what’s the point of all of these pain?