Sorry been distant been sick and going through a whole alot stress at the moment if you need me you can ask for my emailÂ
Hugs and Kisses
Kris
In a happy mood feeling like the cookie monster and laughing and smile ….i guess here i am dont watch the hair please me and it was fighting 🙂
im just getting worst every day that passses i dont know how much longer i have so an early good luck to you
All of us here has a different religion ……so could all of you please drop the religion problem ……its so depressing now
breathing heavy, worried sick its feels like the end …. no note no explaination i feel sorry for who find me and i feel sorry for who has to tell my fiancee im sorry to waste you guys time with this post too just goodbye
going so well then we had another fight should have die what did i do now …… now i hear my neice-in-law is sick again she might die :'( and my fiancee is worried i dont know how to help
so cold ….not hearted but physically well that what i get for being anorexic but wait im anorexic because of bullies so its not my fault….wish i could stop and recovery but im too fat …sadly where i cut fat in my arm has faded 🙁
i know im no one but i believe i can make a difference im have the willpower and strength to help others by masking my emotions ….but i need someone to believe in me
this is so surreal i cant believe im doing this it was a dream now he is making it come true
After today broke down i know what i need to do … you are all lovely people thanks for listening
xoxo
goodbye 🙂
I know if i die at home my sister will finded me and i willnt do that to her i just run away and be found dead its easier on them that way i believe my mom heart will be broken not my dad though nor my brother might give my grandmother a heart attack my little cousin that so close to me would understand …….and my fiancee would just die she has lost so many people all she has is me now
the reasons im still breathing
After a bad broke down today my day was suprising good … hope my night is good too(please be good)
best time to die home alone …..need to fighting it dont going in the kitchen or upstairs NOT gnna give in
i would post my whole story but im told it sounds like a lifetime movie and that i am not  telling the truth ….ill post it one day hopefully before i die …. 🙂
i feel alive when im nt breathing and that the only way i calm down by shutting my body
reading down on this you may think im lying but im nt
im a liar meaning i create a fake world and try to block out reality
i cut to bring me back to reality …. thats my worm hole between my worlds
i want to die because i only cause destruction when my worlds collides
I want to die but i want to live…………Ive messed up so much but yet still i have someone who believe in me every step of the way I cant hurt her by leave but i need a way to survive in my own when she isnt around ……Help?
Anyone who need someone to talk …..trust me i have no life im right here if you need me
Im happy for my mom its her birthday even though i been faking all day at least she is happy and doesnt wan to kill me today and she  seem to forget my mistake today and treating like her daughter and not as a stranger 🙂
Being near 17 kick from high school …….. my parents cant even afford food with my expenses…im better off dead right now ….just me the lying lesbo whore why would anyone want me around