I never had a reason to live before. Getting older, I spent years trying to find one. I tried family, I’ve tried friends, I’ve tried love. I’ve tried sex, I’ve tried drugs, I’ve tried money. Nothing works. Nothing helps the sadness. It never goes away. It just grows and grows and grows and grows until it pulls you apart; tearing the very skin from your bones. It’s leaves and stems drenched in your blood and tears. Agony isn’t the word you’re looking for, it’s despair. You will always have these seeds of misery rooted in your soul. Your emptiness is the soil and your hope […]
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scott
I can hear the sand. Each grain like a sonic boom. Time moves so slow but there’s so little time left. How long do you think you have to be sad? How long do you think you have to turn back? You’ve lost so much time, deep down, you don’t even care. You hear it so loud that you wish you could hear yourself think. Thoughts of peace in a black lagoon is what keeps you breathing and waiting for that moment when you can close your eyes and let go of everything that’s broken your spirit. You hold on so tight so that when […]