So I dated this guy for nearly three years, and when I went away to college, he abandoned me and never came to visit claiming he was “scared” to come into the city which is what led me to break it off with him. It has been nearly two years since I broke it off, and everyone in my life is still friends with him. It is like I can’t escape my past. My mom still considers him a son, and my brother thinks of him as a brother. A lot of my friends from home who only became friends with him because we dated […]
This is my first ever post. But I was desperate for some help because I don’t know how much longer I can go on. For many years I have off and on considered giving up and ending my life. And lately the need and want for giving up is growing stronger. Some mornings it is just hard to get up and out of bed. I live with my boyfriend, who does not take suicide very seriously and only thinks it is stupid and what weak people do. I have a hard time talking to him about it. He asked me to be stronger. I don’t […]