I wonder if there is any impact of me in this world.
I wonder if anybody cared for me.
I wonder if it would matter to anyone, if I am no longer here in this world.
Everyday, my mother will show how much she disapproves of me. Although I was a first class student.
I don’t understand how to cope with my working life, although it’s been 3 years that I am working. I cannot feel my value.
The only person who seems to show some care is my boyfriend, but I think my negativity is so strong that it burdens him.
And sometimes, listening to his dreams and plans, I […]