This is it in my time of need nobody is there to help me. I want to die but I don’t want to live. I am sick of living a lie! The people in my class say oh she is such a lovely girl always happy and smiling, they don’t even know me! It is all just a lie. In all honesty I am so unhappy. There are times I look in the mirror and think wow I look pretty or boy do I feel good. That is such a rarity, truth be told I despise myself. I despise the person that I have become. […]