So, it has been a large number of years since the first time I wanted to be dead. Gone. Not here with all of the drama and BS that i have been unable to escape since i was born. However, last night, i was for some reason given the chance to see just one small part of the insanity that has plaqued my friends and family for years. The light has been turned on! They must sit by and watch this “person” that i become, verbally bash them and make them feel like shit.
I always thougt they were lying.
Now with that light turned […]
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serenityseeker
I was born back east and moved out west when i was very young. I was not planned by my father and he has in fact disliked me since before i was born. My mom has tried. She really has. I've never been more than a come up, or piece of something physical for any significant other i have had, save for maybe the one I have now, but time will only tell. My life has been more than difficult and if i don't get out soon, I'm afraid of what may become of me. *new note: So I am still here all these months later and what I feared has come to be. I was just diagnosed with multiple personality disorder. Now if I don't get out at this point, what could possibly be next?
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