I joined this community because I was at a loss. I have not been able to find support groups in my area or surrounding area. Since finding this site, I have felt some form of connection with individuals who understand and are struggling too. My story started the day I cut a bit too much and had the gun up to my head.  Then next day, I had been admitted to the hospital for 7 days, and treated for cutting and attempting suicide. The amazing thing since I have been out which has been approximately a month, I wish to God that I would have […]
Tomorrow is my birthday, another year older, another year I have failed myself. I look around me and find emptiness, the walls closing in, the pounding of my heart defing. I can’t see this light that everyone speaks of, all I have in my world is darkness. I walk the path of life, ruts, pot holes, and all. I stubble everyday and grow tired as the darkness invites me to become it’s friend. I fall into the arms of darkness almost like home. I try to speak, but all that comes out is gasping breath, dizzy, tired and worn down. I find comfort in the […]