my life is gotten to the point where i can’t even be loved by my own family or friends…my family is makin me into someone i don’t want to be …they wont even accept me for who i want to be, they think i’m not good enough for their family, i’ve tried my best to stay strong and be someone i don’t like…i go out everynight walking around this small town that ruined me…before i moved here i had friends that i could tell anything to and my mom was happy with me, sister and my brother we stayed out of trouble but now i […]
Forever-Alone
Forever-Alone
my name is shannon smith my friends, and family think i was think perfect life cuz i always keeps my grades but little do they know that my past and present are not so good...i hide things alot of pain behind my smile but i'm tired of hiding i want to tell them whats been goin on in life....everytime i get depressed i just go out drinking and smoking with my friends so the pain goes but that next day the pain returns...
life gettin harder for me to pretend to be happy, my friends and family don’t listen to me…they dont know whats goin on in my life…my family never listen cuz they think i’m this perfect daughter but not anymore i tried so hard to tell them my stories but i’m tried of it all i want is for them to listen but they never do..my mother used to be an alcoholic and now my step dad drinks every nigh i could always hear them arguring about my brothers comin home ddrunk …when they start i alway cut myself it’s the only way to make the […]