Hello how are you today?
I’m fine thanks
I’m lying I am not fine
I’m dying on the inside
I would tell them but they won’t understand
They will tell a story of a time when they felt sad
Its not the same.
I don’t just feel sad sometimes
I am sad
all the time
thats the only thing I am
Oh you just need a distraction
Just keep your mind off of those things
I tried
I tried friends and family
I tried alcohol, weed, LSD, cocaine, ecstasy, opium, shrooms, vicodin, tramadol, elavil, xanax, paxil…
what haven’t I tried
I’ve tried to make my mind believe […]