hey guys. i’m new here. but i just wanted to post i guess idk. but anyways. not last night but the night before i tried taking my life for the 20th time this month. tried slicing my neck. didn’t work… wasn’t strong enough. i just idk whats wrong with me… i just can’t do anything right or be happy i just idk.. my ex saved me… MY EX…like how pathetic… wtf is wrong with me..