First off, I’m not suicidal. Have I thought about it? Yes, but I just can’t do it for way too many reasons. But man oh man am I ready to be done with living. It’s just too hard. I’m used up. Empty. The pain, worry, fear and struggle have taken over. I feel nothing positive. I think I’ve even lost my ability to really care about others. I’m shutting them out. I’m locking myself down because I can NOT absorb any more. Since it seems for now my body must continue to function, then I would just as soon withdraw from the world. A deserted […]