SiriYamiko

I’m actually not.  That’s the strange thing.  .

I’ve known I was going to kill myself for over ten years, ever since I was 17.  Now I am 28.

If anyone has reasons not to die it is me.  I have a great job with more money than I know what to do with.   I have two little girls, not yet 5 years old.  My best friend lives with me.  My wonderful boyfriend loves me dearly.  I am healthy and, if not pretty, at least very intelligent and fun to be around.

But I am going to die.  I have attempted it almost successfully many times before. […]