She didn’t want to do it anymore. People say that are there for her but when she needs them, they all call her crazy. She isn’t needy. There are times that she just needs a constant. Someone or something that won’t leave. That won’t lie. That won’t hurt. She is depressed. She didn’t want to live. If she died, she would leave her family with all of the bills. Maybe that’s why she hasn’t done it yet. She smokes hoping cancer will get to her and it might be terminal. She drinks to hope for lung or kidney failure. She takes ‘medicine’ trying to make […]