I wish I was gone, but in reality, I cant be gone. I am a father with a wife and two kids. We spend more a month than we make. I am so down, I cant do anything. I am stuck, lifeless. I accidentally, got this love sickness for another woman. Well, I was in the wrong place and fell down a slippery slope. I did not expect this to happen. I thought I could control it. I did not expect love madness to set in. (A romantic would call it madly in love) She used me for three years, and then disappeared. I am […]