Why should i go on?There’s nothing here for me.I don’t help anyone.all i do is hurt everyone. There’s tons of people i know,some of them i even call ”friends”,but if i were to die right this minute,what would those fellas miss?Besides free meals,clean toilets,and entertainment I’m just that girl you invite to your party as eye candy.Fuck that,no thanks.I don’t belong to this world.Oh and as for the boy i spent the last year of my life bending over backwards for to make happy.The one who got me pregnant and left,leaving me to handle the abortion today.alone.Fuck you,sweetheart.And stop antagonizing me,you’re gonna fucking kill me,you […]
skyred
skyred
I am a very depressed person.I'm usually really good at hiding it.I have a lot to deal with and i've always hated being around people who mope around.I'm in pain though.I honestly don't know how to even describe it at this point.It gets harder and harder hide.I don't know what to do.I'm only 18 years old.Yeah i know,a yougin'!what do i have to worry about right?i'm a very affectionate,passionate person.Which means,i also take everything to heart.I don't to be,but i am.I always feel everything harder than everyone els.I need someone to talk to.I don't know how to move forward with everything i'm going through.I want to listen too.i want to help in anyway i can.If someone is out there looking for someone to listen and just share,i'm here.i need some kind of meaning,please.