My body is on repeat. Happy. Sad. Anxious. Happy. Angry. Sad. Never ending cycle. I can see myself going through it all the time and try and try as I do, I can never break through. I want to scream until I cough up blood and pull on my hair until it all falls out. I don’t know what to do. My head hurts all the time. I destroy my life, get it back, and then destroy it again. And I Don’t know why. I just can’t seem to help it. I’m so tired. I’m tried of this. I’m tried of momentary happiness and ever […]
