I spent 3 weeks on a psychiatric ward last winter and it destroyed me and my pride and all these people were deteriorating around me. My family would visit me and it was so hard and scary. There was no place of God there and I was not impressed with humanity anymore. I read the bible and I prayed and prayed. I walked through my own hell placing my trust in God’s promises and I survived and God did all these nice things for me that I didn’t even deserve. Jesus still loves you even at your worst. He transformed my soul and fortified and […]
“Darkness is such that I really do not see – neither with my mind nor with my reason. – The place of God in my soul is blank. – There is no God in me. – When the pain of longing is so great – I just long & long for God – and then it is that I feel – He does not want me – He is not there…” — Mother Theresa
This video gives me hope that I can still overcome suicidal thoughts even though they’ve been around for so looong. Maybe it can help someone else too 🙂
Call Out to God!