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I feel worthless

by snailynini 1/6/2015

written by snailynini

i haven’t posted in a while, I still feel like crap

I really wish I was dead, I feel so stupid writing this. Who even cares about a piece of trash like me anyway. I should just die. Kill myself and get this shit over with

My furture looks horrible. I don’t know what I’m doing with my life. My grades are awful.

“But family will always be there”

No they won’t

I feel so fucking alone and i really wish I had at least one friend.

But who wants to deal with my shit and me being all depressed for no good reason

Ugh

I wish I was dead. Sorry for being a […]

1/6/2015 3 comments

Is college even worth it

by snailynini 12/6/2014

written by snailynini

What are your thoughts?

Im still in highschool but im wondering if i should go or not go because its so much money and more time spent in school. And once I graduate Its not that easy to find a job, and I don’t know.

I’m freaking out a bit

I don’t want to go to college but I also don’t want to wake up and hate my life and regret not going to college. I honestly thought about killing myself right after highschool just so I don’t have to deal with my future.

But I know that’s not the way to go its just a thought

Im also not […]

12/6/2014 11 comments

This shit is to long

by snailynini 12/1/2014

written by snailynini

Fuck.

I’ve rewritten this so many times and still have no idea how to start this off. I guess I’ll start off like this. I moved to my new house almost 4 years ago when I was in 7th grade.

I didn’t handle it to well

I cried my second week of school in front of everyone, then again during lunch. I felt like I had lost everything. All my friends that took me years to make. After crying in front of everyone I stopped going to school. I’d miss like 2 or 3 days every week. I was told […]

12/1/2014 5 comments