I’m not sure why people here keep telling me things like, “Be kind without expecting anything.” You can be kind to strangers without expecting anything but I think that friendship is ALL ABOUT expecting something from the other person. You are there for them and you expect them to be there for you when you need it. If that’s not happening, you’re not actually frineds. Just casual acquaintences. This is what’s happening to me. Everyone I thought was my friend is just my acquaintence apparently. I do all kinds of things for them. Not only the material things like latting them crash at my place, […]
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I do not have any friends. I know alot of people but none of them know me. They use me. Only ever calling when they need money or a place to crash. I don’t know how to make friends either. It’s easier said than done. Hell I even took out a want ad for a best friend-isn’t that sad? I’m too weird for people, I guess. No one understands my humor. I’m not great at getting to know people, but once I’m comfortable with them I can talk all night. It’s just a matter of getting from point A to Point B. What happens is […]
I’m fat. I’m not pretty. II have no talent. Not like the rest of my family. Everyone else has something they’re really good at. All I’m good at is being a burden. I even had to have my grandfather help me change my flat tire this morning-something I know how to do. Fucking hell. I’ll never be anything to anyone. Especially not to myself. heh, I guess I lied. I’m good with animals. If they could talk back, I wouldn’t need human friends. *sigh* but they can’t so I’m back to square one…. Why is it that I’m a lot happier with animals than I […]
I believe family and friends are the most important things in the world. I am committed to this idea. My family and friends are not. One by one, they have all fallen out of my life. They don’t call me back. They don’t show up to parties. nothing. They just vanish and I have no idea why. I could understand if we’d had some sort of disagreement, but there was nothing. One day things are fine. The next day I no longer have a friend.
Needless to say, I’m quite lonely.Â
I wish I knew why everyone is leaving me. I must be me, right? Most of […]