I was in a very very dark place not too long ago. I felt worthless and like I had no purpose. But I recently went to a Catholic conference and I had an encounter. I met so many caring people, and I also experienced a loving God and I finally felt seen and known and loved. I found my purpose in life is just to spread love to people, and I don’t have to do anything to make my life worth living. I found healing and I haven’t gone back to that dark place since then. I found healing in God and there is a […]
I think a lot of people don’t know how much I want to die. But I do. A lot. I try to act like a happy person, because I love being happy. I love Christmas and happy music and dancing and smiling and laughing at everything. I especially love making other people happy. I feel good when I make other people smile. It makes me feel a little better about myself because even though I’m not good at anything and I don’t have a purpose at least I can bring joy to people who do. But sometimes, a lot of times actually, I’m actually very […]