I am turning 18 in 2 days. I have felt suicidal for most of my life. My parents say I used to say suicidal things to my grade primary (kindergarten for you americans) teacher. I dont remember but I only watched kids programming and my parents didnt say anything like that. Started cutting in middle school people saw my arms and made fun was bullied so much back then also my thighs. I also had terrible acne but now I dont bc of accutane.It upset both my parents that I cut made them cry even my dad. I tried to kill myself when cant remember […]