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I think I’m insane…

by songbird29 3/12/2014

written by songbird29

1. So recently a girl who I saw at school for five months was killed… We hadn’t spoken in eight months…. I don’t know what to do. She was so bright and when ever I was around her I felt like it was okay to be myself because she was so accepting of me. Unlike other people in my past. But now she’s gone and I don’t know what to do. She was so beautiful and so amazing. I miss her so much and all I can say is heaven gained a beautiful angel that will be missed dearly.

2. I FREAKING RELAPSED! I hate […]

3/12/2014 1 comment

Uhg I’m confused!!!

by songbird29 6/7/2013

written by songbird29

So a few weeks ago I found out this guy (that I don’t even like as a friend) has a crush on me. It’s awful and annoying. I never picture anyone having a crush on me (due to physical appearance) and when you find out someone does to me it’s just like uuhhhggg!!!!!! Why?!??!!?!??!??!?!?!!! I seriously want to scream I don’t like you!!!!! But I would hate myself after. I’m still confused on why some one would like me. I’m depressed, ugly, fat, and just gross and lately I haven’t been myself at all and it’s scaring me. *sigh I really don’t know what to […]

6/7/2013 1 comment

I just don’t know what to say.

by songbird29 4/16/2013

written by songbird29

I just shouldn’t talk anymore. Whenever I say something, it’s always wrong. People laugh at me because of it and when I ask for them to stop they only laugh harder. I say things like ‘ I feel so stupid’ or ‘I’m such an idiot’ and people just smile and nod. I’m always yelled at for things I say or do. I feel like I need to do something like cut but I’m too scared to. I think they’ll find out and hurt me or send me to a therapist. I’m just so confused. I’m so alone. I’m just not okay anymore. I used to […]

4/16/2013 1 comment

Is there something wrong with me?

by songbird29 3/28/2013

written by songbird29

So I know no one is probably gonna see this but it’s my last way of getting any thing out… Lately I haven’t been myself. Like when I hang out with my friends I feel like I’m the most unimportant person in the group and that it wouldn’t matter if I was there or not. I started this new school in January because of bullying and depression issues at my other one. The first few weeks of my new school everyone seemed so nice and bright and happy, now everyone acts like I’m some kind of nuisance and like I should just leave. But some […]

3/28/2013 1 comment