I’m haunted by a picture of the love of my life sitting side by side with her new boyfriend on the beach that I saw on facebook.
Actually the picture is on his facebook, I can’t even see hers because she blocked me. It’s just a picture of feet. Side by side.
I only know they’re her feet because that’s how well I know her, even a year after we last spoke.
I wish her feet were next to mine again…Instead I’m haunted by a picture, just one more reason to not want to be alive anymore.
It’s almost been a year now. A year since I pushed the only person out of my life who made life worth living. Since then I’ve become an alcoholic, abandoned my personal morals regarding premarital sex, am stuck in a relationship that I don’t know how to get out of, and have become even more depressed then I thought I could be.
Meanwhile my closest companion has gone off to better herself spiritually and with an education, and is apparently now in a relationship. Hopefully the person she is with now doesn’t hurt her as badly as I did.
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