Long time reader, first time posting. I’ve been contemplating suicide for years now. Probably around the age of 7, I had tried to choke myself to death via a dress string in the bathroom of a relatives. I’m 18 now. For about 13 years my mother has verbally abused me. I was never able to handle the stress of being yelled at for my wrong doings, and would break down crying as I still do now. My mother insults the way that I look and dress, witch is normal, I’m 5’6 and weight 150 pounds. I’m actually quite attractive, in my own opinion and dress and act […]